the lack of cash, the need of many things,
thats the issue isn't it? oh yeah.
open your mouth, the thing i only hear is,
money money, cash cash.

families normally talk about love and concern,
money doesn't top the priority,
but it does to you,
sadly i have to say.

miss this, miss this,
the warm that should be there.
its bad enough, with all the different problems,
but returning to a so called 'home',
its just screwed up.

i found a place so safe, without a fear. first time, without a tear.
i found a person, without any judgmental thoughts. first time, without a care.

you are who you are, be it you're special or ordinary,
it makes no difference. your ignorance is what makes you, you.

i can't help but admit, its you,
its you that i've fallen for.

-LJW.

i swear this change is going to be good, with or without them.

what i foresee, is my future crumbling.

i swear i'll never give in, i won't lose.

what would you do, if im unwell?

mood stabilisers.

I think of you often,
Do you think of me?
So sweet, so kind,
Do i even cross your mind?

I know your face in my mind,
I know your voice in my ears,
I think i know you,
Even through these years.

Are you my friend?
Are you my love?
That couldn't be,
You don't even see me.

I cry myself to sleep,
Every night my mind wanders,
If you're not the first thing,
You'd be the second.

My eyes see you,
But my heart aches,
For a love i assume,
One day it will bloom.

Who said friends could be lovers?
What were they thinking?
That love,
Sinking? Or Swimming?

Its scary,
Im afriad,
My life,
One big show.

Episode after episode,
Re-run after re-runs,

Why do i love you?
Why do you make me feel this way?

but im still drowning, drowning in your love.

learn to control, if not..